First of all, I am so so so ashamed, because I promised myself to be much more active on my blog this year. And here I am... Two weeks completely with not even a word! I mean - I really have a big dream to inspire people with my posts one day, but it's a long long way before that happens and I'm even not putting enough effort!
But, of course, I have a great excuse - last two weeks have been absolutely mind-blowing and busy. Seriously - these 14 days passed like one big "wait, what was this" thing :)
There were long hours of work during week and the weekend was so full of different unexpected things, that only today, on Friday 13th I can appreciate a relaxing night. In front of me I have my luggage packed (tomorrow 9 a.m. there we go), I have my cup of tea (why no wine) and I have Royskopp on my playlist - what can be better? As for today - nothing. I need a rest, I'd say. I really need!
So, now there is a time for great story. Well, nooo, a great photo-story of Sunday trip to Kinsale I'll keep for next week. I already imagine how I'm back to Krakow, wrapped in a blanket , with a huge huge coffee mug - writing a post about that absolutely amazing small sea town. It was such a beautiful and adventurous day - don't miss my next post, you won't regret it, I promise ;)
Going back home after two weeks being away always gives this nice comfy feeling, I'm really happy. But at the same time I had such a good time in Ireland, that I could stay here a little longer. You know, maybe until spring starts in Poland :) In spring I can come back with no regrets!
And nooow, I'm pushing away as much as I can thoughts about cold Krakow and I start being positive! You know, I noticed that trying to be positive is already half of work done! As they say - when you start feeling sad, you stop feeling sad and being awesome instead :) And now I'm going to share some photos from last weekend. I actually rented amazing (!!!) apartment in Victorian style right in the city center (thanks a million, Airbnb). The other fact is that I didn't spend too much time there, but still - it was worth even just to come inside, jump on a large bed, watch the interior and listen to few songs. This was really really cool :) After I left I started thinking of my own apartment goals (I hope I'll have one someday) - and I will make all my interior design dreams come true one hundred times then. But first I need to figure out at least a country, where I want to settle down :D After I do that, I'll think of apartment goals.
Oh well, oh well, this post seems to be about everything and nothing, which I don't really like. So I want to finish it with some wise words. I indeed have some. You know what I think about this year? I think the time has come to be more sure, that we are worth what we want. I think the time has come, when we can take things, that we really really want to happen (but for some reasons we have no courage to believe in them) - and... make them happen. Or at least give it a try. Because you never know! In 75% good things that happened to me where things, that I didn't expect to happen, but those also were things, to which I was trying to go, trying to reach them. Not just denying, saying "nooo, i don't want to disappoint myself". Well maybe we should disappoint ourselves from time to time? What if things won't work out? But what if they do?
I have as a minimum one thing on my mind and I definitely will try to make this work. Even if I fail, than what? I failed sooo many times (I'd say epic failed haha) that this doesn't even bother me. All of us fail sometimes. But not this time :)
I hope all of You had amazing start of new year. And if you didn't - start now, start having amazing year exactly from this moment :)
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p.p.s. I just now realized that the title of this article is "Where Did I Loose My Sleep" and I didn't say a word about it :) I'm a blogger of the year! Really, where did I loose my sleep? I ask myself. It's been already a week since I slept more than three hours at night. Is it just because I'm to excited about things going on in my life, I have no idea, but it's so so sooooo annoying! But tonight, tonight I gonna sleep like a baby, I promise myself :)
Now back to apartment. Isn't it beautiful?
And Cork. Cork is just ...
...So here we go,
Heroes or ghosts one man's mood
Can break another man's soul
Or am I just
Too cynical for my own good,
Too scared to say,
We'll get there if we should
And you know, you know,
It's harder than it looks,
It's harder than it looks
But I know,
It's gonna take a lot of time and a little bit of luck...
