Why It Is Actually Cool To Turn 25

   When you are about to finish your first quarter of the century [sounds scary, isn't it?] it really gives a lot to thinking. Some girls [or rather women - it's high time to get used to this word haha] - so yeah, some women are seriously freaked out when another year goes by... And it's not a "happy birthday" anymore! It's like oh-my-god-I-am-old and do-not-ask-my-age! And yes, I forgot one more I-am-still-18

   Can I ask why the hell is that? This is something beyond my understanding, to be honest... Age is one of such rare fair things in this world - it works same way for everyone :)

   Being 25 is one hundred times much better than 18! Oh well, I can judge only myself, but I don't really think I'm so different than others :) Maybe I am, but anyway, what was I going to say...

   Oh yes, Twenty-Five! I am definitely not that naive as I was at 18, not that trustful as I was at 20 and not that stupid as I was at 24 (God, if you exist - many thanks for giving me a couple of good lessons, seriously).

   Why do girls want to be 18 again? Because what, you are afraid, that men will choose 18 y.o. rather than you? It's not the problem of the age, it is the problem of thinking :) Are you afraid that you will have to start thinking about wrinkles, about the color of your skin, about finding first grey hairs? This is truth, but on the other hand - you just can start treating yourself like a project :) Have you seen some 45 year old ladies looking like they just finished university? I did! And yes I want to be like them :)

   You just have to have self-respect and everything else will come its own way...

   The other good reason why 25 is cool is because... You just stop giving a f**k about unnecessary things. 

    Like when I discover that somebody doesn't like me... 

    Five years-ago Mia thinks "Oh noooo, why? What did I do wrong? Let me think about it for 5 hours and decide what I should change"

    Today I'm just like "Excuse me, who are you?.."

    Of course there are perks of being young, but the fact that you are who you are is cool! This unbelievable feeling of freedom and total understanding - where you want to go and who you want to be - this is something I really love about my life today :)

   

   And something less serious ;) Weekend in Prague with your girls - always [!] a good idea! Enjoy & Only Happy Birthdays :)

P.S. Going North in 2 weeks :) New Posts coming soon!

   

Everything Works Out In The End

   Do You have that kind of dream?.. You know it's not right, not possible, not in this lifetime... But you still believe in it... If yes - You are not alone :) At least there are two of us. And the most pleasant thing about this "dream" - it's totally secret, no one in the whole world knows about it. You just carry it inside (hm, that feeling is kind of bittersweet)... This is never, never gonna happen - life turned too many times, leaving no chances at all. So yes, it's even a little bit sad.

   But it's a very nice and useful dream! I'm happy to have it. In the hardest moments of my life or at the times when I don't know if I should stop, go back or move forward - it's because of this dream - I move and I move in the right direction! And maybe I even cried a hundred times, because I can't always have what I want (and I always want to have what I want ha-ha)... So, yeah, even if I cry - it doesn't matter - because it is still my motivation number one, my secret power to handle a lot of things!

   If I ever told my friends about it - they would say it's very very wrong. So what? I believe there is Right type of Wrong! But still, some things are better left untold! Actually...most of the things are better left untold :) 

   Another spring has come. 25th in my life... I can't really believe it! So many things has gone, so many are over, and so much yet to come! What does tomorrow bring? I don't know and I don't want to, life is generous with surprises and thanks for that! I have my secret dream that will never come true and hundred of plans, which will work out for sure! What else can a girl dream about?..

   "Everything Works Out In The End" Kodaline ©

P.S. It feels almost like in Palm Springs here in Krakow :) Talking about goals - Coachella 2017, here we goooo :)